I did this as a promise to an ex-friend of mine last year. Just kinda sad we went separate ways due to difference in our opinions in life. She wants to have fun, party, get laid and eventually got kicked out of her house the last time I heard of her. I decided to move along with my life. At my age, I have passed that point of stupid party life.

Oh~ well, a promise is a promise. I probably will burn this at the place I first met her once I get back to New Zealand. Some memories are better forgotten.

Edit: Special thanks to for introducing this wonderful song to me that fits my feelings about burning this sketching perfectly

This Time Imperfect by AFI

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid,
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue,

There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me,

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe,
Imagined heart, I disappear,
Seems...no one will appear here and make me real,

There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these dark words I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me,

I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, as i sink into my dreams)
I'd tell you that it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, as i sink into my dreams)
You don't care that it haunts me,

Oh!
There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these dark words I find,
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me,
Just how much this hurts me,
Just how much you...